Sick Day
OK, so I totally wussed out today and used a sick day to stay home. I just woke up feeling like crap. I slept OK, thanks to NyQuil (Big N, little Y, BIG FUCKING Q - Denis Leary), so that wasn't it. I just woke up with my head killing me, my throat hurting and stuffed and congested as hell. I'm sure I'll be back at work tomorrow, but I think I just needed a day to rest and let the drugs do their thing. Hopefully I'll be feeling better tomorrow, and if I'm not, hey, its Friday, one day of work then the weekend! Woo Hoo!
Its at time like this, when I'm sick and pathetic that I miss having a girlfriend, someone to take car of me, buy me medicine and wait on me, like I've done for them when they were sick. Although, come to think of it, Elena never did anything nice for me when I was sick. She would stay as far as she could away so she wouldn't catch it. I think the nicest thing she did was run to the drug store and got something, thats it. Meanwhile I brought her flowers and food and soup and prescription drugs! Oh well, just another example of the unbalance that was our relationship and another example of why I'm better off without her.
Haven't really spoken to her since we ended it, just a couple of text messages, e-mails and one brief IM chat, and that was it. I really have no desire to actually talk to her as I don't have anything to say, but if she calls its not I'll hang up on her. Well, strike that, I do have things to say, but it won't do any good to say it. Its not like we're getting back together and honestly, I don't think I would want that if presented with the chance to anyway. I've seen her true colors, and I didn't like them. She definitely morphed into someone other than who I fell in love with, and its too late to go back. I'm looking onward and upward... now if I could only breath normally.
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Feel better soon!!
Posted by: Jenniy | March 18, 2005 3:20 PM