Feeling Better
Its amazing what the right prescription drugs can do. I'm feeling a whole lot better now, despite some pesky side effects from the antibiotics, but hopefully that will pass when I learn how to take them with food. The sinus headaches and pressure are gone and I just have some lingering congestion which I can deal with. I'm just glad that I don't feel like my head is ready to explide, that wasn't fun. I made the mistake of forgetting to have a little something to eat with my morning dose and my stomach was killing me on my drive into work. I had to stop and get a bagel in hopes of settling it before I got on the parkway, but I don't think it did much. My stomach has been doing somersaults all day and I hope it settles down eventually, because a week of this would really suck. (It's still better than the headaches though, thats for sure).
Not much else going on. In my sick state I managed to watch all 5 Star Wars movies over the weekend, so now I'm ready for the sixth and final one (which better deliver, or I'm going to be pissed). I even watched a two and a half hour documentary on the making of the original trilogy, which was quite interesting.
In personal news its been two weeks since the breakup and everything is golden. Haven't heard from Elena since she agreed to buy the show tickets from me and I have a feeling that I'm not going to hear from her anytime soon, if ever again, which I'm OK with. Sure, I have a lot I'd want to say to her, mostly in an attempt to put her down and make myself feel better, but who really needs that? It's over and I'm moving on. Is it wrong that only two weeks in I've already perused and reactivated my dormant accounts at some online dating sites? I like the companionship that comes with having a girlfriend and thats what I miss more than anything.
I know I definitely don't miss Elena and all the frustration that she caused in me. I don't know, although its only been two weeks, I feel like its been longer and I truly feel like we were just going through the motions and trying to act like a couple in love in the final few months, even though we really weren't. Maybe I'm just trying to make excuses for myself... who knows. Whatever, if I meet someone and we hit it off, thats cool... if not, I'm happy being free to do my own thing, whatever that thing may be.