Feeling Blah
Can't explain it, I'm just feeling kind of out of it this week. No particular reason, or maybe there are just a few. For one it was a quiet and boring week of work. Just trying to find stuff to do to pass the hours can be tenuous, so there's reason numero uno. Wednesday night was Taking Back Sunday and Weezer, the last concert until September 1, when I move. That's a month and a half with nothing to really look forward to. My older brother is throwing a party when my parents go away, it'll be a week before I move, so I have that to look forward to, but thats about it. I have the rest of the summer to try and kill, just like the days at work. Can't blame a guy for feeling blah about that. I guess it could be worse. How, I don't know, but I'm just sure it could be.
At the moment, as I type this I am sitting out on my deck after just practicing some guitar for a little while. I have my song down pat and while it was great to learn how to play a full song in such a short time I've realized this week that I don't want to just learn to play songs, because then thats all I'll learn to play, those songs. I want to learn how to play, anything. I think I'll ask my teacher to show me notes, scales, theory... stuff like that so if I feel the urge to improvise while playing, I can and I won't sound like a retard. I'm sure all that stuff will come in time. Maybe I'm just getting impatient. I don't know. I figure I'll ask to learn it and if I feel I need a break, I'll just bring in a song to learn for a week. I guess I just have to go at my own pace. Don't know... and I realize I'm saying that a lot.
I just feel in transition right now and I just want to the transition to be over. I'm eager to be moving onto the next stage of my life, out of my parents house, and I guess it just can't come soon enough. Who knows? I may miss living with my parents once I'm out, but I know its something I need to do, its time, you know?
Alright, I'm going to stop babbling crap. Enjoy your weekend everyone.
Oooh. I just realized there is something to look forward to. The next Harry Potter book should be in my hands tomorrow. There's something to do all weekend! Yay! I feel better now... but I'm sure it'll pass. Ha!