No More Nurse
Yeah, go figure. No spark with a girl once again. She definitely just wasn't my type, either in looks or personality. I know that probably sounds bad, but I really wasn't physically attracted to her, and personality wise, she seemed more like a caricature than anything. When I told her I wasn't interested anymore she said it was mutual, but I think thats just a cover your ass reaction, as when I told her bye last night she was asking what my plans for the rest of the weekend was. I said I don't know! At least I learned not to make plans that I"ll just have to break down the road. I mean, we had fun, it just wasn't anything special. I know the feeling that I'm looking for, and that wasn't it. We went to dinner, went ice skating, and then checkout out the first set of my guitar teachers band. Then I took her home, went into her place to use the bathroom, then proceeded to stare at her cats for 10 minutes while the news was on TV. Not exactly excited stuff. I left and went home.
What I should've done was go back to the bar my guitar teacher was playing at. He said the first set sucked, but by the second people were really getting into it and there was a good vibe. He even said that if I wanted to I could've played a number with them. Something to consider in the future, what with my limited repertoire. But a cool offer nonetheless. Maybe next time, when I'm better and can play more. My new roommate plays and goes to open mic nights occasionally. I'm sure he'll drag me one day and I'll get over my phobia of playing in front of people. I'm OK as long its about 4 people. Any more and I have problems.
So I'm chilling at my parents this weekend. Seth and Shari are in the city and Brett's working, so there isn't much going on. Might as well get some free meals and my laundry done while I have the chance to. All in all and interesting weekend so far.
Comments
Bummer! But at least you're doing the right thing - I've been in that situation before and let it drag out WAY too long and that makes it even harder.
Posted by: Jenniy | December 20, 2005 8:23 AM