Well, That Was Fast
Its almost a record time for a relationship to end with me. I started hanging out with a new girl on Friday, and here it is Thursday, and after getting together with her 4 times in the past week, I'm done with her. Crazy Jen at least lasted like 9 days or so. Not sure if this girl was any crazier, but I should've known better when I saw the similarities between the two of them. Whatever, you live and you learn. Although I liked the girl and had fun hanging out with her, it was the time in between I didn't enjoy. She was way to clingy and needy, and this is only after a week folks. Maybe I'm just used to being single, but I can't have someone up my butt all the time. I'm used to my personal space and time, and don't appreciate it when someone tries to suck it all up. Not fun at all. Besides, I have so much other stuff on my plate at the moment, I don't need a time sucking girlfriend at the moment. Thats not to say I don't want a girlfriend, but I think I'm a lot different then I used to be.
I used to want to see someone I dated all the time. Now, not so much. I like my own space and my own time to do my own thing and if I don't get that when I go out with someone, I think it would really piss me off. There needs to be a balance, and while I used to think it was like a 4 or 5 time a week thing I'd want, I'm thinking now, more like 2, or 3 tops. Seeing someone any more than that at this point and I think I'd just throw the balance I have in my life right now all out of whack.
So thats that. Whatever. Move on, live and learn and all that other stuff.
Besides, I have bigger things on my mind. Like February 24th. That is the day, I think, of my big gig. My teacher still doesn't know the date, but thats the date thats listed on the places calendar of events, so thats the date I'm going with. American Idiot is down cold pretty much. Now its on the Hash Pipe, which has a bitch of an opening riff, but once I get that down, I'll be good. The rest is easy. Then its onto another tune and I think that'll be enough for me. I have less than a month. I need to bear down!
OK, I'm going to stop babbling now. Back to work.