Crazy Train
All aboard!!! Ha ha! This song has been stuck in my head all week, so I figured I would share the wealth. Classic Ozzy Osbourne tune with legendary guitar work by the late, great Randy Rhoads!
Nothing more is going on really, and its driving me a little crazy. I am very anxious about this whole thing, so I'm hoping everything gets put into motion sooner, rather than later. Basically, the waiting is killing me! Missy on the other hand, despite the fact that she is beyond uncomfortable with her ever expanding belly, is cool with waiting until her due date is closer. I can understand her logic. The longer she goes to her due date, or past it, the later she has to go back to work. She's aiming to go back to teaching in early May, instead of late April. That leaves like a month and a half of school and only a month and a half to pay for day care before the summer starts.
I, on the other hand, can't wait. I'm paranoid that she's going to go into labor while I'm at a customer in the city or something and that I'll have to race out of there at a moment's notice and rush home. I don't think I'd miss anything, because most women labor for a really long time, or at least that's what our birthing class teacher said, so I'll take her word for it. After that, I'm just terrified of getting through the whole labor and birthing process and being able to do what I'm supposed to do. I realize I have it easy as I don't have to push any babies out of my body, but I still hope I can do my job and coach her through it, especially since she wants to try to do it without an epidural!
Mostly, I just want to know what we're having already! The suspense of waiting 9 months is driving me nuts. I'm going off the rails on a crazy train! Indeed!